sometimes i just hate that im pisces. perhaps many will say im just too into horoscopes but honestly i felt that it is really quite accurate for my case.
im emo, i can fall in love as fast as lightning, i can adapt well and i love to daydream.

sometimes i dont even understand myself. i can be blindly in love and be damn foolish when im in love. but once im not, i can be as cold as ice. very extreme uh?
i can cry a river when i broke off but after few days, i can just simply fall in love with another guy. well, many dont understand why i can do that. neither do i.

sometimes when you dont even understand yourself, it is hard for you to maintain a relationship. i really wish i could have a relationship which could last for at least a year. it sounds stupid, but i find it difficult. its just me. i guess i asked for too much. but seriously, i think that i treated most of my ex bfs quite well. hmm....my mom said my expectation is quite high which i guessed i have to agree....HAHAHAHA! for me, i guess the most important thing is that my family likes him, it just makes things easier. if my parents hate him, even how much i love him, this obstacle is just too difficult to overcome..

dont ask me what is my ideal bf.
i couldn't answer.
can you?