here come 2011..
well...
it is gonna be CNY soon..
i know i have not been blogging for so long..
too many things to handle thus unable to blog..

there are alot of things i wanna blog about but im just far too lazy to do that..
but just to summarise about my 2010..
well...
it is a year whereby i did alot of things which i never ever thought i will do..
close friends should know about this..
it is a year i rebel, dont restrict myself, do all the crazy things and never think much about it..
also a year whereby i met alot of different guys and accept no one..
maybe im too tired..
maybe i just cannot trust guy..
maybe im just too afraid..
i just cant fully trust a guy...self-defense mechanism will just build up automatically...guess im too afraid of the past...or maybe i met too many despo guys who totally turn me off..

anyway..
im glad that my friends are always there for me...esp moley..ida..they are like my besties ever...whenever i need a listening ear..they will be there for me....=D
not only them..i have other friends who are always concern about me..really thanks alot..
im seriously glad about it (:

this 2011..
what i wanna achieve?
actually idk...just hope it is a peaceful year and i can study well (: