she bu de..

seriously she bu de..

hais..

have been quite long since i last blog...
everyday is so busy..
everyday is so stress...

hais.
and the reason why today i am writting blog is becuz i m realli feeling very very down..

it really hurts me when i found out something from other people..
but think back..
i think i am asking too much...
who m i to know all these?...
i m just nobody...
just someone extra i guess...

but i really hate this feeling..

maybe i should not intrude other peoples' life..
i guess is a punishment for me for being so bad..

hais..
just kinda emo out here..
feel like crying but i just cant..

Aaaaaaarrrgggghhhhhhhh.......
feel so fucked up..
=(

hohoho..

tgif..
this one like dont suit me leh..
friday so wad...tml have to work!!!
waaaa...
i wan cry liao le la!!!!!!
can i like stop working for weekends??!!!!
i like totally got no life lo!!!
weekend i should go chill chill one...
den now chill in office..
diao..
sunday also need to work..
wtf??!!
=(((

hoho..nt week one whole week is exam exam exam and exam!!!!
cant believe it man!!!!
but everytime i think of someone out there love and care for me..i will be so motivated!!!!!!
guess i m realli pisces..
cuz i need to be loved..
i need attention..
wahaha..
oo0pss =x!

hohoho..
yes...i m working now..
but i m blogging now too...
LOL!!!!

i wanna thx everyone for the wishes and pressies and coming my bday party!!!!
I AM SO TOUCHED!!!!
really thx alot..
making the effort coming to such ulu place in changi...
seriously my colleagues realli best best best!!
best colleagues i ever had..
they too understand me le..
super touched!!!!
but they are leaving..
hais...
my dear gabby already left me but he still rmb i love hello kitty and MJ!!
thats y i got my mj set!!
OMG LA!!!!
so so so touched!!!

and hor..
y recently weird weird de..
last time de lover will come back find me..
LOL...
see la see la..
last time duno how to treasure me...=x!
HAHAHAHAHA...
really cannot imagine jinhong confess to me..
seriously..
like wanna slap myself see whether i dreaming isit..
mr foo jin hong confess to me..
like...
WTF??!!
if i tell my gor he sure got a shock!

den nvm..ah mie also another one..
hais...
pengz~~!!!~~!!

y do we human dont treasure wad we have until we lost it...
realli abit fan jian leh lik tt..
but..
human are lik this..
but i feel happy too..
at least i know i m worth for them to think back =D
means i m good..=DD

anyway...
i wanna go K GE!!!!!!!!
*hinting*
wahahahahaha~
=P

wee...
i am back!!!
today i m so stupid!!!!!!!
1st, call the wrong person..damn xia sway..i still talk like normal!!!waaa....paiseh man..my face turn so red after that...
2nd, i ask for extra milk whereby nxb drink is peach tea...no wonder the aunty stare at me..
3rd, i overslept in bus and overshot my house...=((((
in the end take cab go back cuz too sian le..hahaha...

wads wrong with me today??!!!
like not in a concious status...diao..-.-"

anyway..
really thx dearieeeeee alvin and nxb for the pressie..
=D
dun worry..i will wear it de!!

sometimes..
i m thinking wad m i doing...
m i doing the right thing??....
always face this problem...heart VS mind..
but..
i tell myself..dont think so much!!!
just let it be!!
shun qi zi ran!!!
=D
i just do wadever i wanna do wadever i feel to do..
there wun be a right or a wrong in thing anyway..
just wanna be happy =D

hmm..
gg to prepare for wedding dinner lo~~
sian..
stupid gong dinner...
waste my time...

Seriously, I am sick of this job..
I am tired, I am stress...
in fact, all my colleagues are...
even kelly..

we are so disappointed with this organisation..
the CEO is plain stupid..
the project manager is plain dumb..
pls..
how to work under dumb higher management?

But i have to find other jobs b4 i can quit..
this is so tiring..
i almost lost my life here..
i sold my life away..
weekend burn..
always burn my weekend..
sat need to work...den friday i cant play mj!!
wtf is this man!!!!!

but i love my colleagues here..
the funny angkk..
the straightforward small boy edwin wong..
my same name adina..
the out-of-expect jason..
the korean craze jinle..
the loud loud fanny da jie..
the protector kelly..
the big fish wayne..
and of cuz bestest manager jesse who just left..

I just simply LOVE them..

i noe my life will change alot if i leave them...
i just dont wanna lose such good colleagues like them..
the best colleagues i ever had!!!!



in 2 days..i will be 21 years old!!!!!!!!
yes..
i grow up le..
i m gonna be adult officially..
means i have to be more mature??
NOOOOOO....
wayne told me is the beginning of doing bad things!!..
LOL..i have 10 years to be bad...
LOL...
yes yes..~~

hais..
sometimes..
just wondering..
m i doing the right thing?
or should i just dont care??

YUP!

hahaa...sounds familiar to someone.. =P

well..yes..i have not been updating for like 1 month...
cuz i m working like a dog!!!
gabby has left..
left me in this cruel exam dept..
hais..
i m damn pissed off and sad..
everyone is leaving..
jesse..
helena..
soon to be jinle and adina..
hais..
i mean..finally i m so close with them..
i love them..
but they are leaving..
is super duper sad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

can the BOD wake up!!!!
can your see wad ur CEO have done??
he is just plain stupid!!
i just hate him..
for his incapability!!
his unawareness!!
his lousy management skills...!!!
hais..

work work work..
everyday is work even dream also dream of certs and transcript...
diao..
tts y weekend i should enjoy myself!!!!!
MAHJONG~~!!!~~!!!!

but i need more MJ kaki!!!!
=D

anyway...my bday is coming!!
so the next post will be about my bday =DD
seriously thx those for coming..i am realli touched!!!!!!!!!