have been quite long since i last blog...
everyday is so busy..
everyday is so stress...

hais.
and the reason why today i am writting blog is becuz i m realli feeling very very down..

it really hurts me when i found out something from other people..
but think back..
i think i am asking too much...
who m i to know all these?...
i m just nobody...
just someone extra i guess...

but i really hate this feeling..

maybe i should not intrude other peoples' life..
i guess is a punishment for me for being so bad..

hais..
just kinda emo out here..
feel like crying but i just cant..

Aaaaaaarrrgggghhhhhhhh.......
feel so fucked up..
=(