ytd went pooling with gor zihao and peishan...
seeing zihao and peishan together so loving..
kinda envy and jealous..
i miss those feeling whereby i can hug and hold someone dearly walking down the streets..
suddenly all the memories flash back...
hais...

i going to send jinle off with same name and minmin..
gonna miss her so much...
hais..
ltr going to take 24 to changi airport..
it makes me think alot..
i miss the time going to changi and back to amk..
sometimes i just hate that i m a pisces..
emotional freak..

just read my brother blog..
he wrote " if time could go back, i will love her more"
when i saw this sentence..my tears just drop..
yes..if time could go back..i will love him more too..
i will not be unreasonable..
i will not be controlling..
i will give him all my support and motivation..
but time just cant go back..
no matter how hard i pray..

it still hurts.
i might be playing around..
i might look happy..
but deep down..
it still hurts..
it is still haunting me..