guess i m just not the one..

i she bu de..
but wad can i do..
to let go or to hold on..
letting go is not easy...
letting people havin your loved one is not easy..
i am not the one who is able to be really tt selfish..
i m sorry..i just cant be tt selfish..
but i m getting greedy...
i wan more..more than wad i suppose to have..
i m getting out of hand..
i know i am not suppose to be lik tt..
i m not her..

i guess i just have to leave..
u will be happier without worrying about me..
without having headaches..

i have lost everything in april..
i hate april.