Actually think back, it was quite sad. Probably trust issue. Many times I do stuff without thinking but he always thought I have other motive. Seriously, it is depressing. I just don't like being accused and he always create an imaginary character out of my actions.

No matter how I explain, he will not believe. That is damn shag because he already have that thinking, how am I gonna change it? Impossible.

Waiting for miracle? Yes, I am.