Tbh, I guess I already started to give up and let go.

I said before..I angry I mind is because I care. If I stop caring, something is very wrong. If you are sensitive enough, do something about it. If not, I'm sorry. I will leave.

Loving someone is torturous but it happened for a few times in everyone's life. But finding someone who loved you alot, is once in a blue moon. You missed it, you will have hard time finding it again. (:

I can sense myself starting to let go. Let it run wild. If it meant to be gone, so be it cuz it is never yours. Force? No fishes don't use force. Totally meaningless. What I want is someone who truly love me, not just appear to be good. Yes, I'm still finding the mr right.