sunday chester suddenly called.
oh yes. chester. the bastard. the gemini bastard.

i never ever expect that he will call me one day..but surprisingly he has the cheek to call me.
as usual, he pretend as if nth happen and asked me what am I doing...i was like WTF (rolling eye)?!
i didnt wanna be that hostile but he really underestimated me, seriously.

I cannot imagine there is someone like him...he has the cheek to ask me why am i avoiding him, doesnt he treat me good and how can i get attached so fast. OH PLS. he is asking the obvious. someone who doesnt deserve me to love, whom i think i will never have a future with him, i can easily give up and move on. he didnt treat me good in the first place and i told him several times that there are people out there wooing me and i could have leave him easily if i wanted to. did he listen to that? nope. he doesnt care. he thought that i will be always by his side,following him around, waiting for him to contact me and he remain contactless..etc.

I am sorry. I cannot feel the love he claimed he did. All he need is just someone who is wife-material and accompany him when he is free. who to blame now? blame himself for not treasuring me and taking me for granted.

Most importantly, I have my tintin by my side. he is definitely infinite times better than him. tintin is someone who i feel that he is the one. sometimes i guess communication and trust is the most important element in a relationship. He gave me sense of security by constantly contacting me, letting me know about his family and friends.. As for communication, i seriously think our frequency is totally the same! <3 although tintin is very ego and stubborn, but i guess i can try to put down my pride at times (:

Anyway, back to the bastard. I cannot imagine he still can pretend nth happen before. whats wrong with him?gonna be 30 soon still so immature. cannot tahan. zzz.