I thought I only have to make one decision - break up.
But it end up I have to make another decision - move on.

I always thought it is easy to move on if I'm the one initiate the breakup. Apparently it is not. It is not this time. I thought the worst case I ever met is JJ. But no. Martin is even harder. Is the feeling when we were tgt, just like a family. I can totally be me in front of him. Totally. This means my vuglars,craziness, everything. He might not be the ideal bf, but somehow, I don't mind all these. Damn me. Seriously.