happy CNY!

yup, as usual, new year is the same every year. same question and same answer. LOL.
well, perhaps this year is a little different. (:

have been meeting tk aka dalang many days. LOL. ya, we are just like a couple, stick like superglue. that is because my semester havent started, thats y i have plenty of time. lol. Moreover, he is under my probation, so i have to observe him carefully so that I can understand him more and decide whether i should accept him. For now, he is still acceptable. Somehow i feel that he is quite similar as fernando. HAHA. surprisingly, my mom said the same thing. LOL.

well..i just have to walk one step see one step. hopefully, he is the one. (:

Just when I thought its difficult for me to have feelings for other guys..tk appear.

He is a very nice guy...for now. Idk how will he be like in future. All I can say is that I can feel his sincerity. He is cute, sensitive, sometimes sainai, sometimes dananren. But like what Cherie told me, don't be so fast. Yes. I totally agree on that. If not it will end up like me and Martin. Short aimei period, no honeymoon, many quarrels, many tears, break up.

I'm looking for someone who can spend my whole life with, someone who can take care of me and share happiness tgt. I was blinded with love previously, not again this time. Observe, observe!

I never regret being tgt with Martin. He taught me alot. Quoted from his words, you will not know how good the bf is if ur ex is not bad. Thanks for letting me realize how good other guys are, and how to appreciate what they did for me. In addition, he made me realize that I could actually love blindly without being fussy.

I swear I'm going remain like this. Throw away my unreasonableness, my princess attitude, my pickiness because I actually could do it.

2012, edyna become a better person. (:

And yes, tk is under my probation (:

just saw martin fb status - disillusioned.

if he is referring to me. then i shall make this very very clear.

i do really thought of waiting for him to have the thought of settle down. i do until i saw the NYE pics. It is really too over. yes, you are my EX. but we broke off just like how many days ago? 2 weeks? flirting around kissing pple or letting pple to kiss and post on fb. erm. thanks uh. That is fucking kind for you to post that. what are you trying to prove? girls like you?

I can openly said there are good people out that going after me..yes but no feeling towards them.. Going out have dinner with them just wanna try out..but my whole mind is fucking all about you. That is because I still pin a hope that one day u will come back to me and you just wanna have fun and chill with your friends. End up? Yeah, you really HAVE FUN with GIRLS yeah?

Fucking really make me feel..thanks for walking out of my life! What I need is a real man, not a boy..continue flirting and have fun my dear friend. Wish you all the best.

I will continue to be a gd gf for my next love one/mr right. Thanks for teaching me a lesson.

P.S. I'm the one who was disillusioned. Not you.

definitely 2012 is a good year (:

shall not mention too much.
but one good thing is im smiling happily finally =D