Weeheee!!! I seriously love my iPhone... Just feel so so different with iPhone around...with the apps..and the camera!!! I <3 camera Hmmm.. There is something I must say... I seriously look down on u NOW.. C'mon be a man...I know u r a liar now so don't bother to hide things or pics.. Yea..I m crazy enough to believe in you from the beginning we knew each other,thinking u r the one I have been waiting for..feeling tt you are diff from other guys..opening up my locked heart to you..bla bla bla.. ALRIGHT! it is all bullshit huh..I burnt my finger and I hope yours gonna drop off sooner or later..stop acting like a noble gentlemen..to me.. U r just a liar. Absolute liar. All the excuses..keep it to yourself and don't use it on the next one again..it's really lame. Anyway...was out with tt goldfish ytd..watched grown ups! It is nice!! Funny shit..hahaha..sometimes he is really sweet but sometimes he is not..hahaha! A song for him "hot and cold"... But anyway..he is not the one i m looking for though he is kinda cute..hahaha!! Playa remains playa. (: not gonna burn my finger again (: My next target will be someone who is mature,stable and fun loving..! But I m not gg to get someone so old till we have age gap..hahahahaha!!

glad that i can talk freely with fernando again.
we are still good friends afterall (:
though i gave him a shock la huh..

was talking about all sorts of things...
from the very beginning we know each other till now..
all the times we had and after we moved on..hows our life...
thanks for being there and thanks for the ride! (:
it was dangerous but FUN!

i wasn't doing that well..
stress from studies and stuff..RAWR!

i just dont like people to lie to me and act like a noble.
oh pls, keep all these unnecessary things.
seriously it irritates me damn fucking lot.

ahh..
i am fucking tired..
shall go to sleep and continue tmr (:

realised i m having a busy life..
work..
studies..
friends..
"good" friends...

the only time i have for myself alone is like...NOW?..
this is the only period i can think of stuffs..

looking back..

i realised...

• i should study my lecture notes before attending lecture..it really helps!
• it is not easy to study and work at the same time..tiring!
• clubbing spend lesser than shopping!
• be a wise girl : hold hands,hugs,kiss but never love (:
• my next partner will be same/higher status as me
• ns man are all despo
• sec and poly sch life is the best!

there are alot more..just that i m kinda lazy to list them out.
life is not as smooth as we foresee...
ups and downs are inevitable..

we can lose all the stuffs/person we love or hate..
but there are things which will always stay with us..
it is the experience we gain, lesson we learn, memory we hold on to...
no one is going to take it away from us..
or rather..no one is capable to do that...

sometimes i m glad that i have experienced quite a lot of miserable times..
it made me grow up fast...faster than average human being..
but at the same time..
i m exposed to this cruel world and my dreams are shattered too quickly...
i lost the enthusiasm i used to had..
i lost the hope i used to had...
my aim?
be myself, enjoying life, earn money for survival purposes and lie flat in coffin peacefully.
(my aim is in bold)

sounds pathetic?


yes.

living in singapore is pathetic.
i m so gg to migrate (:

just perm my hair
:)

wee!
thanks to vivi-chan and calvin-sama !!
calvin never fail to satisfy me..swear i will support his salon 4ever!
and seriously i m super honoured lah!
i made a director wash my hair and massage me..HAHAHA!!!

anyway..
was chatting with mole ytd..
as usual..we also heart to heart talk..
talking about her problems..

well..
i might not be old..
but i guess i got enough experience to advise or rather share my thoughts.
everyone will go through these stages..
and you will not understand unless u experience it urself..

needing someone to love but the one who woo u is not someone you want. however, u still go close with him. u like his existence, accompanion, you cant bear to lose him but u dont miss him unless you got nth to do. yes, u may say it is selfish. but be honest to yourselves, are u sure u never experience this b4?
or
u r close with someone and the surrounding people are telling you not to be together with him. Knowing that your dont suit each other, you get tgt with him becuz u think love is everything. as time go pass, you wake up from your dream, realise love is not everything, broke up and the reason? dont suit each other. so why did u start it 1st? love, love make everyone blind. (:
or
someone who had a gf woo u expecting you to be the third party?
or
having love at the first sight?
or
having "friendship turning into love" relationship?

all these..i had experienced...
what do i still need?
hahaha..
thats why it is time for me to take a long rest and be single.
i dont deny it is lonely at times..
but whenever i saw my surrounding couples quarrelling, or friend who is attached being "trapped" by the other partner...i feel relieved..
i know nth last forever..

so..
live the way u wan life to be!
dont even bother how pple look at u
=)