i realli feel lik leaving this house..

i dun wanna face her..

i dun wanna see her..

i cannot face someone who is so unreasonable…

i love my dad..i love my brother…

but her..

how to..

u tell me..

in this world..

which mother will say her own daughter ji sheng chong?

which mother will say her own daughter eat free stay free?

which mother will nag at her own daughter when she cant find a job and think she is useless instead of encourage her?

my dad work hard earn money give us…nv complain a single thing b4..all he wan is to give us a comfortable life…i cannot find job he an wei me..tell me slowly..i go for interview he drive me there..i screwed up the interview he an wei me…he talk to me nicely when he thinks i do wrong..i realli love him alot..everytime he wil think of people b4 him..i noe he is a good man..a good father…

although my brother temper not tt good..but at least everytime i got trouble..i need someone to talk to…he is always there..he will be there to wipe my tears..will be there to hug me..cheer me up..protect me lik how hen protect chicks..i love him alot alot too..he might look not serious..but actualli he plan his stuff..he think for his future..he is not tt not serious like how my mom see….sometiems i feel lik i understand him more den my mom…

the most she be de people are these 2 man in my life…

tt woman..

i seriously duno how to say her..

wad kind of mother will have wad kind of daughter…if i m stubborn..she is 10 times more den me…if i m greedy..she is 10 times more den me….i did not become like stephanie lik tt is cuz i got my own thinking..i noe wad is wrong wad is rite….but how many times in my life do u noe i wanted to be like her?i wan to be rebelious..i wanna stay out late dun come back home..i wanna be so bad lik her? but i control myself..cuz wad..i noe i will hurt my dad…he has high hopes on me..he dote me so much..how can i let him down…?

how many times i hide in the room cry to myself when i cant find a job?
how stress i m when i cannot find a job?
does she noe??
does she care??
icant feel the warmth at all..

LOL..huii!!
yeah..i miss ur old hse too la!!!!!
ur guest room,ur piano, the times when we sing at ur living room like our concert..LOL
AND
ur mom tofu!..LOL

anyway..
i gonna start my flashback again!!!

here i come !!

End of 2007

MB0601 Class Outing!!..
YUP..nv 4get the outing we had!!
see somebody lost??
kelvin and yiju!!
cuz they quarrel again…LOL
anyway…lucky yp was there..cuz she ate alot…
but…
have to cook for her…
cuz this timid monkey cum mouse…
scared of the thing…
lik tt how to learn cooking and be housewife YP!!!!
LOL…

actualli i ended 2007 just like tt..
so..gonna start with 2008 =D

Start of 2008

Abby bday..
we celebrated at FISH & CO. at AMK hub..
still rmb tt time me and huii were having cold war..
HAHA..tt time was quite a big one too rite??
but..
nv quarrel b4..how we become sister?? =D

TA-DA..
rmb the times when we chiong project like mad?
Protein tech and Immuno…LOL..
although during the times we had difficult times…
we are tired..rushing…
but everything is worth it one rite?
=DDDDD

Me and GORGOR~
seriously..everytime i complain abt government..
but one thing i totally agree and thx government is..
send the guys to NS…
let them grow up and mature there!!!
just like my gor gor..
ever since he went to NS..
he became my REAL BROTHER!!
someone who dote me, protect me,play with me, chat with me,advise me….
and everyone is jealous abt us!!
this is something i m PROUD OF!!
MY DEAR GOR GOR =D

My bday 2008
YUP…thx yiju,yp,fc,ram for being there for my bday..
realli =D

HEHE..
ii think this is oso yp fav pic ba..
i personally love this pic to MAX!!
realli miss those times when we skip lectures tgt….overslept…copy tutorial…chiong report…eat at south canteen..always eat nuggets…LOL..

rmb we always go ktv?
i think this is the time when i 1st broke with tt jerk and both of them cheer me up..
i rmb when yiju broke up and both of us trainned the song “陪你等天亮”
realli love those times when we cheer each other up =D
more KTV pl0x!!!

The times when we wanted to learn dancing tgt..rite?
till now haven learn…wahahaha….

hey hey!!
the birthday picture specially made for FC!!!
the best,kindest girl i ever see in my life!!
FANG CHENG~
wadeva she say or tell me..i will definitely listen…
she is someone who i respected to the MAX!!
i hope she will nv 4get me..
LOVE U TO MAX FC!!

Another class outing!!
the kind lady right beside me..is my DEAR MENTOR!!—CHERINE TAN~
she is the best mentor i ever see…
she is realli someone who can talk to and the 1st adult that come to my mind when i wanna approach someone…cuz i noe she will give the best advice and talk nicely to me..the most reasonable and ‘talkable’ mentor!!
i love u mentor!!

MOLEY!!
the best listening ear!!
everytime got problem i will find her..
although always ‘suan’ her..but i still love her to max!!
although she is a gemini…but she showed her better side to me and the dark side to other :P
but she seriously is someone who is in my top list!!
i will pester her 4ever and nv let her go!!
WAHAHA..=DDDDDDDD
love u!!!!!

YIJU BDAY~~~
hehe…we celebrated at the jap restaurant located at YCK there…
and i draw a nice card for her!!weewee…
yiju..a friend who treated her friends damn good!!
and of cuz i m so lucky that i know her and we became good frens!!
I LOVE U YIJU~~

Our PCT PROJECT! WE GOT 1st!!!!!
HOORAY!!!!!
i wanted to upload it..but it was too long and thus i cant upload due to video limits..so sad..
if one day i found a site that allow me to put the video..i will put it no matter wad!!!!!
anyway…glad to get 1st..wee wee~~~~

HAHA..
some weird weird shot from my phone..HAHA..
1st pic..ida wanted to take 4 of us…but her hand is so shaky!!!! so the pictures that are clear is taken by me..and picture tt is unclear is by her!!LOL..
2nd pic..orange tell me he wanted a cool cool pic…but i duno y..wadever pic he took become emo pic…LOL..taking his backview is the COOLEST!!rite orange??LOL
3rd..taken by ida..HAHA..this time round..it is better…HAHAHA..

Ta-Da!!
lots of pics ba!!…
is my fav collegues during attachment!!
my dear rein,ashraff,shinta,kar imm,huiying,huitao..love ur to max!!
i so sad din take picture with chai yee…she is the QA manager..she is veri motherly…veri nice to me..teach me stuff…treat me lik her daughter…trust me…appreciate me..realli love her and thx her..she always teach me alot of 人生道理..
miss u guys!!!!!!

DANIEL!! dun kill me pls….LOL
cuz this is the 1st picture i took from my dcam..LOL..
i was trying to test the camera..and TA-DA!
daniel was right in front of me..so..yup..no choice..
regarding y this expression..pls dun ask me…idk!!
:P

SAMPAT!!
rmb the times when we wait for each other bf??LOL..
i miss the times when we keep eating nasi briyani tgt!!
i stop eating pork during tt time!!!!!!!!
i love the times when we rush to work,late for work, snatching to do calibration of balances, switching FM, secretly eating ur mom bread, eating cookies, drinking ice tea and hot barley, sharing food, snatching bus seats, occupying alot of seats for shinta they all, teasing ash, singing with rein, cursing black dog and bitch,snatching for sampling…HAHA…i realli miss it..
I MISS U SAMPAT!!!!

wee wee…
another class outing..
seriously..i think we are the class that has the most class outing..
this is cuz of our DEAR MENTOR~~
MB0601 mentor…CHERINE TAN~~

Weewee..
i miss having chalets tgt!!
tt time yiju went mad and book damn exp SHANGRI LA hotel…
LOL..
but becuz of her..i m to such exp hotel of singapore!!
THX YIJU!!!!=DD

Soon…i broke up with tt jerk..and these were the NICE people who accompany me…
Yiju,YP,Sel,Daniel and me..we ate SUSHI TEI..which was damn shiok!!! =D…
Chun hao..treat me WARAKU~..thx chunnie~~
realli thx those ppl who cheer me up,accompany go out when i m down…
seriously..
i love u guys~~!!

TA-DA!!
it is ORANGE BDAY!!!
HAHAAHA…orange ah…
there is a super nice name for him..(i gave it to him)
Leon Lim Liang Wei aka orange aka taxi accompanion aka emoemo aka xmm cheater aka JJ aka zombie !!!!
HAAHHA….
rmb the times when we always take cab tgt???LOL..and he fall back when he close the taxi door (due to lack of slp)…LOL…
seriously..if i got a younger brother lik him..i will laugh to max..everyday talk cock..HAHAHA…
but is realli fun to talk to him.. and our DRAWINGS!!!!! the best drawer award goes to…….ORANGE!!!!!
LOL!!!

The monkey!!!
I just love the baby monkey so much la..
LOOK like YP!!..
LOL…veri veri cute and active…=DDDD

Kherray Wedding~
Photos of my cousins,me and gor gor…
my gor nose is so red…like a reindeer…
LOL..pimple war!!!

Long post again..BUT it is not finished!!!…
to be continue…………..

stay tune!!!

Just got a new desktop!!!
weehee!!!

anyway..wanna do some flash back.. start from??
i think i m posting some scary pictures…
if anyone have weak heart…
pls..
dun..
read..
this…
post…

LOOK AT UR OWN RISK!!!!!

TA-DA!!!
my most classic pic in my life!!
that was like..5 years ago…
when huii offer me a free make-over…
and this is the result!!!
OMFG la…
LOL..
is FUGLY~~~

East coast outing!!!
tt is damn long ago…can see we changes alot la!!
huii..pls dun blame me on putting up ugly pictures…SORRY! :P
remember the times when we were so united?
the times when reginald tried to make our class united?
I MISS THEM!!!!!!

our NDP times…haha..
rmb tt time all of us were obsessed into long wen zhen (esp sisca)
miss those times when we shout and scream like mad..
when we saw KFC like see god lik tt…
when we were tired to death..sitting on the bus going back sch…den sisca still singing song in the bus…

our night outing is always fun…happy…
so long din have such gathering le la!!!!!

heyhey…rmb the times when we were painting our classroom??
fun man!!!..mixing paint…cleaning room…
everyone is damn tired…but we were happy!!!

We come as many…leave as one!!!!
this is our motto..410 motto…
but are we still ONE?
i suppose separate into duno how many parts..
but luckily still in contact with some of them ^^

REGINALD!!…nv fail to entertain us.. ^^
miss his jokes..and the high-voltage eye..LOL..

Miss the times when we were playing like a kid..
I am BIYOMON
huii is yellow ranger!!
LOL

HEHEHE..
sorry darling…
i just missed the times when we slpt at the guest room!!!
WHY U MOVE?!!!!!!!

The times when there is STEAMBOAT at marina bay..

The times when i working in I.P.ZONE..
shifted to ASTROBOY…
cuz i am a GOOD SALES ASSISTANT!!
HAHAHA…
all cuz of CC…-.-“

The pretty girl beside me is jiamin!!
at that time..she is the “ROLE MODEL” for me…
cuz i just feel she is so pretty..cute..like…perfect la!!

MOMO!!…we always chat and slack tgt..LOL..
go for toilet break but he go to the carpark and do breaking!!!
HAHAHA…miss those times when we were crazy tgt!!

Soon..my brother went to NS..picture of me and him when he POP!!
weewee….tt time he is so slim…
time to jian fei lo gor!!! HAHAHA

Still rmb the times when me and hong tgt..
den gimme a suprise for Vday in front of my collegues..weewee..
HAHA…virgo can be sweet and romantic..
but..still not for me!!!…too childish!!~~HAHAHAHA..

OUR JIN SAN SHUN post!!
me and my shallow friend…HAHAHAHA…

Start of POLY YEAR 1

ALAKA!! ( dun blame me for putting this okie :P)
the 1st best poly fren i get to know..HAHA..
seriously…this pic realli look lik winnie pooh…HAHA..

still remember our lab time…
E.COLI~~
S.AUREUS~~~
more microbes pls…LOL

ALAKA,me,yiju~
yiju dun blame me to put so old de pictures…LOl
it proves tt u become prettier!!!!=D

still rmb the times when we spend our days in library??
TT pig is looking at my phone and kelvin is looking at alaka phone..
ORANGE IS SLEEPING!!!!!!
ARE U SURE WE ARE STUDYING???LOL

me and alaka pooh pooh couple!!
she got one from danny and i got one from my gor gor…
^_^
miss those times when we were playing bears in class…

not forgeting the times when we were playing under tunnel..
climbing here and there like monkeys…
those were the times….

the times when we were out in town watching WORLD CUP…
LOL…

Yiju Year 1 Birthday..
Present : A kiss from me and alaka!!.

me and yp..taking super lot of pictures in bus…
somemore..is a short distance bus trip..cant imagine we take tt much pictures…
LOL…
i am cam-whore~

When we go to KBOX tgt..=D

most memorable day..
kelvin cut his hand..we pei him to SGH..
till midnite…but we were eating cup noodle tt time while he is doing stitching…LOL

ICE SKATING time!!…miss it so much!!!!!
me and alaka!!!…makin a love shape can ur see??

Using yiju mirror to take photo of 4 of us…haha..

my fav mirror at tt time…cuz is huai ren kiap for me one..
but oso the 1st guy who giap for me la!!
but now…
it is no where to be seen!!…LOL…

the 4 besties!!!!…when we were so close that time…
i realli loved tt feeling…wearing same clothes tgt…
go for outing tgt..
make cute stuff tgt….
I MISS IT BADLY!!!

of cuz i will nv neglect u my dear moley!!!
HAHAHA..
my forever auntie ^_^

1st time i donate blood!!!
i m so brave!!!
come on ppl..
donate blood!!!
do a good deed!!!
rmb tt time..i was the only one who donated blood in the whole course..
WOO~
cant believe the guys were so weak..scared of donating blood..
NOOB~~

my old cupboard look lik this…
with fancy fancy clothes and necklaces…but…
NO MORE!!!
=D
cant believe i got so many fancy clothes last time…
well..i guess is the trend ba…
complicated necklace..colorful clothes..LOL..

when FC still have long curl hair….HOHO…=D
this is a RARE picture becuz fc rarely take picture with us…
i duno how i persuade her to take with us…
BUT..
I DID IT!!
^^

my xmas was spent with my dear sec sch friends…LOL
omg..rachael…u r so AUNTY!!!!!
but from the pic..i can see…agnes..u CHANGED!!

B4 i end my 2006…
me and huii went to MOMO!!
sound so familiar rite??
A CLUB!!…which is closed down aldy!!!

START of 2007

Let me start with my cute cousins…
CHARLOTTE~~..she is super cute la..chubby..den like to eat..
use food to tempt her den she will go to u..HAHA…
but now she big le..still will bully her sister –.-..

The biggest, nicest, most effort, most creative birthday card i ever had…
BEST CARD EVA!
thx to ALAKA!!!!…and of cuz got yp,yiju la…
but i noe alaka spend alot time on it…
REALLY THX!!!!!!!!=DDD

drinking at LOOF =D
we were checked for IC..-.-
expected…AHHHHH

super classic photo!!
rmb the times when we had chalet???
memorable rite???
when yiju just get tgt with kelvin..yp tgt with pasar malam…
LOL

rmb the zoo outing???
miss the times ba..
when are we gg to ZOO again????

OUR FAV HOBBY!!
taking pictures in nice fitting room…
HOHOHO!!
This fitting room is at the ROBINSONS in VIVO..
this siao char bo bring me there just bcuz she wanna take photo there…
LOL..
and i remember..tt time we were wearing the SUPER-HIGH heels..
and it is killing US..we were like…TIP TOP la…
thats y we remove our shoes once we were in the fitting room…
the feeling is like..
SONG~~~~
(huii!!…i veri long nv take with u le…)

the neoprint shop at cineleisure lvl…cant rmb..
but it has this kind of weird weird costumes for us to take and play…
happily playing with my auntie tan…HAHA..
i think we like spend an hour inside…
LOL..

FORBIDDEN CITY~
we were celebrating moley birthday at CENTRAL..
so we happen to walk around clark quay..
looking at which pub we shld go in..cuz it is still early..
so we saw these place..
with weird statue….hm..forget who suggest le..
but just chiong in ba…
the drinks were just normal…
nth special actualli….
but i rmb tt day moley were tricked by us…
we keep asked her do many stupid things….
LOL..
poor moley….
u gonna get it again this year :P

Fitting room again..
i remember is TOPSHOP fitting room..
this dress is like super nice la..
but it was 50 bucks tt time…
so i din buy it…
if it come out again now…
i sure buy…cuz it is damn nice….
AWWWW…=((((

still rmb this octie which fernando give me..
haha..
but it is now where to be seen too!!…
LOL..

can u see me huggin the tree!!!
rmb tt time when me and huii determine to jian fei..
went to the khatib gym exercise…
den after gym went for a walk at this park..
lol..
thinking back..
damn tiring…zz…LOL..

LOL..a candid shot by fernando.
cuz i was teaching his sister maths i think…
LOL..
do i look motherly here???
HAHA

the 1st time we go club tgt..at MOS..
hahaa…
time flies rite???
rmb tt time..yp was stuck with the bouncer..
die oso dun believe she aldy 18…
checked for lik so long…HAHAHA…

seriously…
i m tired of this…
LOL..
so i continue nt post…LOL..
for now…it is lik this!!!!!
=DDDDD